I haven’t been sleeping
don’t want to start talking
to you

so tired of the daylight
coming through
I see it starting
I know the cue

everybody starts waking
shiny and new
mentally I’m breaking
trying to push through

cant close my eyes
going off like a live wire
all of this thinking
burns me out, I’m so tired.

curl up in the blue lights
falling by the hour
trying to kill the
time it takes
through night and day

can’t stand

to be

awake.