How do I always know
greed in your powerplay
always have to set it up
a certain way,
be the last one speaking,
have to light things up
in my face
I keep saying, “this is it,”
I keep saying
I can bury love into a rage
swear I’m done, slip away
I mean it this time,
but you’re a fire in my mind
I don’t trust my own eyes
in and out of love, surprise,
you take up space in me
hold your place in me
can’t take love beyond
the vibration of an eardrum,
silencing kindness, I know,
you remind me
I don’t deserve it
I’m still trying to be okay
when it comes to
unlearning what you say
always said you’d try again
force me to stay
Not sure how to be okay
when love feels this way
Not sure how to say
I still love you anyway.
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